onsdag 30 december 2009

A very good day

Iv gotten alot of things done today. Important things such as making a hotel reservation for Florence, sending out invitations to Florence, Berlin and Copenhagen. Iv gotten a ton of laundry done, and I even cleaned up my apartment and rode my crazy little horse! I love the feeling at the end of the day you have when a lot of things have been done and taken care of. I still have some stuff I would like to take care of before 2010 is here. I want to start 2010 with a good feeling.
Right now I actually dont feel like making a big thing of new years eve. I would love to stay at home with just a couple of friends and do nothing. But Im invited to a biiiiiig new years eve party at a friends place about an hour from here. She and her boyfriend are the only ones I know at this party and I dont even know them that well... I know I should be really excited about meeting alot of new people and Im probably gonna have a great time when Im there, but im not really in that mood yet...New Years eve is overrated and Iv never had an awesome new years eve... but always wanted one....
I will enjoy my cleaned cosy apartment now and feel good about myself for a few minutes before reality hits and I remember all those things Im worrying about.

tisdag 29 december 2009

By Jason Mraz

The 2010 Gist: A New To-Do ListShare


Today at 5:57am

To me, this isn’t just the flipping of another calendar year. It’s a landmark event. With The New Year comes a New Decade and with every decade we see actions and attitudes that define its generations.



A decade will host at least two Presidents. In a decade, you will be grown up and moved out, possibly married and a parent of your own. In 10 years, our planet’s population will be almost double what it is now while the possibility of losing your own parents are even greater. The food demand will almost-certainly still be supplied by a military-industrialized system while our armed forces will either be assisting and rebuilding the world or adding more fuel to the fire. No matter what age group or demographic you’re in, 2010 is now and you are its generation.



Today I made a list of the things I’m passionate about that I am committing myself to in the coming decade. As I began the writing exercise, a sickness stirred up inside. Both my stomach and head dizzy as I think about how grand a task I am setting myself up for. Somehow I fear our heavy handed human horded world is beyond a certain tipping point, that our industrialized ways, those that require every last drop of bloody-oil to stay afloat, to stay fed, to stay warm, have pimped our population to such great heights that we couldn’t afford to stop the machine now. The thought of all the imbalance caused in the last century makes me to want to withdraw from any and all ways of participation in a modern world, vowing to never have kids, eating only concentrated astronaut food while surfing my numbered days away with fins crossed hoping that our coastlines don’t become too polluted before I do. Even being on the Internet, sucking up energy from the grid is no longer a turn-on. It’s a luxury I don’t feel I deserve. Even though my home operates on an array of Solar Panels, my participation online invites people to recharge, log in, and potentially ignore their own environment, sitting hunched over, morphing into a creature dependant on software updates. I just talking about myself now.



This is why I prefer to use Blogging, Twittering, and Performing as a place to continue any kind of “Conscious Conversation.” This is why I love SuperForest.Org and Ted.Com. This is why I raise my hand to play Farm-Aid, to Support Equality for All, to fight for legalization of natural herbs and alternative medicine, to sit at the feet of Gurus, my elders and peers, and learn whatever I can. If life is my college then blogs are my homework assignments. The Internet becomes the safeguard of my reputation. By sharing my hopes, dreams and ambitions, I’m more likely to walk whatever I talk. And if I inspire one person in the process, perhaps that person will continue the conversation, even starting a blog of their own to back their word, and so on. And feeling like there’s others buzzing out there in the world, I sleep better knowing our species is indeed awake.



The resolutions or missions I’m committing to may read like conspiracy theories and I apologize in advance for typing so excitedly. So in an effort to peacefully and powerfully inspire anyone, I’m breaking the list up and making it my topic of blogs for the remainder of the week, counting down to New Years Day. Please check back daily, lending your eyes, ears, and open mind to a loving transformation of our beautiful life on Earth. This is the only home we have and these are its only moments. I do believe in the power of possibility.







Top 5 Conversations Worthy of My Commitment in 2010



# 5: Buy Local or Die: I Will Support Natural & Organic Food Sources



Did you know that processing one pound of meat requires 5000 gallons of water? Did you know that 1 cow used to produce fast food and grocery store ground beef requires 35 gallons of oil (1 barrel) to support it’s force–fed life? Did you know that cows are natural herbivores (grass grazers) and are force fed corn feed, cow parts and other animal bi-products to speed up the process to where they are fat enough to be slaughtered? Did you know that for a cow to not die in this process, a cow that sleeps in its own manure, is pumped full of antibiotics and other drugs to stay “healthy?” The chemical waste of a cow is no longer suitable as fertilizer as it would kill the plants. Cow piss is toxic and of course floats downstream throughout the food chain in all forms, one way or another, to us. When you buy this meat, you are supporting a Military’s action for oil in the Middle East. You are supporting pharmaceutical companies as well as the unethical and environmentally hazardous treatment of the only home we have. Buying quick and easy meat is like biting the hand that feeds you. Modern industrial agri-business is THE #1 contributor to the dying world.



It doesn’t just stop in the beef business. Every kind of processed food that comes from a factory farm is a derivative of genetically modified corn – the growing and manufacturing of which destroys soils, covering ground with chemical fertilizers made up of ammunition seeping downward, polluting the water table, or evaporating into the air causing acid rain and adding more heavy metals to the overheated global climate crisis.



Pretty much all of the food not found in the produce section of a grocery store has no nutritional value. You’d be better off eating cardboard. Even our non-organic produce puts up with a lot of bad juju before it ever leaves the farm. This is why I choose to live on raw, organic, live or concentrated foods (powdered foods i.e. from Healthforce Nutritionals and Sunrider Brands.) Even farmed fish are forced to eat corn and are also pumped full of medicine to ensure it survives the journey (somewhat) to your dinner plate.



There is another story here about the kind of dinnerware we use. Are you using Styrofoam or Plastic Plates and Cups? Because only the most arrogant of Kings would use synthetic table settings just once before throwing them away. The more we use them, the less safe our soil and seas are as these materials fail to biodegrade adding, yep, more toxic uh-oh to our ground, river, and drinking water.



Last centuries’ ideas for efficiency (created to keep companies like McDonalds and our Military thriving) have screwed farmers and only fattened the now cancer haunted consumer. In the new decade ahead, we either boldly adopt new practices or bravely continue down the path to forgive and forget and hope that what we eat doesn’t kill us.



In addition to raising your voice about global health and environmental concerns, YOU CAN VOTE WITH YOUR FORK. The way we consume WILL dictate where and how our food is grown. Our role can be the greatest in the food chain if we pause and say a blessing once in a while, acknowledging the food itself and those who grew it, packaged and delivered it, making it safe and possible for you to eat.



If we all shifted our attention back to grass-fed meat, we would be supporting farms that participate in a natural turning of land, from sunlight to grass, grass to proteins, protein to fertilizer, rinse and repeat. Not to mention, we would be treating our divine bodies better.



Buying organic produce makes a powerful statement about how you prefer your food grown - by people, without the use of chemicals. The Best Fertilizer is a Farmer’s Footsteps. And the best place to stock your kitchen is your local Farmers Market where you can actually talk to the farmer and his wife.



This Year I Resolve to Buy Local, to Buy Organic, and to lend my voice and practices to the Family Farmers who need us.

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söndag 27 december 2009

Trust & Faith

Trust... I worked in a stable in Germany where we all trusted eachother. My boss and the horse owners trusted me to take the best possible care of their precious horses, they trusted me to get everything organized for the shows and that the right horse had the right number and equipment. I loved my job so why wouldnt I do it correct? Why wouldnt they trust me to do only my best?
Trust and faith in people is something we have too little off in the world today and its something we need more off. I trust people around me, family, friends and people I work with. I miss being around people that I can trust and that trust me and right now I would do just about anything to go back to that simple life I had with awesome people around me, people who needed and wanted me there. I dont need this crowd of cowards who are afraid of saying whats on their mind and scared of hearing the truth.
Cowboy up for God´s sake!

Christmas is oooover

I survived this christmas as well... Had too much to eat and not enough to do. Just like any other year! But this year we had a white christmas, something that dont happen every year and it was ofcourse a nice feeling to wake up on christmas eve to a Stockholm covered in snow. Now we just have to get through a hopefully very fun and exciting new years eve and then we are done with 2009! No looking back, cant change what has been done, just moving forward and in to a new exciting 2010!!
I hope you all had an awesome christmas and wish you a great new years eve!
<3 Love <3

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onsdag 16 december 2009

Dinner

Last night I was actually cooking..That hardly ever happens! But last night I was in a real cooking mood! I have this really nice cookbook I got from my mother for my 19th B-day, Cook with Jamie (Jamie Oliver), and it has lots of really easy pastas!
Last night I made a penne with tuna, tomato, basil and some lemon and here is the result:

Looks pretty good huh?!

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måndag 14 december 2009

Im so excited...

I really am excited.... the future is looking very bright... with christmas coming up Im finally gonna be able to spend some time ( thats not work-related) with my families! Others that have two families like I do know what I talk about when I say that it is very important that you spend every second christmas eve with mom and every second with dad. Ofcourse I am not forced to do it this way but parents have a way to make their children feel guilty when something is unfair between the parents. This is the only way I know christmas and I dont mind it at all!
After christmas there is new years..and for the first time EVER, I have no plan on what Im going to do! It is a very nice feeling actually...previous years Iv had plans and it always ends up to be a failure.. I have a small idea on what I would like to do..buuuut....for this plan I would need someone(....) to invite me.. The chances of this actually happening is pretty small so Im gonna have to come up with some back-up plans... At least I know what I want to wear!



Cool or what?!

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söndag 13 december 2009

Red Wing for J.Crew


onsdag 9 december 2009

Off to see Grace


Grace...my horse.. my everything.. Im off to see her now, crossing my fingers that she is doing better. Walking on all four legs. She´ll get another day off, I wont bother riding her until i know she is 100% fine again. I´ll just see how she walkes and change blankets on her. Its only been two days of not riding but I miss it already, I need to ride to feel good..

tisdag 8 december 2009

Gracieleeee

My poor poor little horse...Grace...she is not well...something is wrong with her and its hurts so bad to see her like she was today...We are not really sure what is wrong with her but its probably a muscle in her hip that is the problem. Martijn was going out to get her from the pasture and she had been standing still in the same spot for a long time. When he tried to get her to move forward she lost all balace and fell backwards and then she couldnt move her right hind leg.. Her eyes were filled with panic and fear while she deseperatly tried to get back on her feet but that right leg would not stay up straight and she fell again. She was so scared, while she tried over and over to get back up she stumbled over a big log and got a cut on her leg. I rushed in to the pasture and with Martijns help we calmed her down and got her to stand up on all four legs.
We let her stand still for a few seconds before we tried to make her walk again. This time I was holding the leadrope and Martijn was next to her hip to support her if she fell again. This time it was like nothing had happend. She was still upset and chocked but she could walk on all four legs.. like nothing had happend...really strange...we brought her inside, took off the blanket and felt if she was warm or swollen anywhere, but nothing...she felt fine..Just to be on the safe side, we massaged her hip and leg and put a special blanket on her that helps increase the bloodflow and to keep her very warm. She will get some days off from riding and I will just massage her and hand walk her now for a while... My poor gracielee...